{We Never Change}

Well. It's official. I am an idiot.
I dropped my iPhone in the hot tub two nights ago.

It is very sad. :( and it sucks. but. hey. it's life.
i just have to realize that even though i have messed up many times in my life, it is never going to end. I'm only human. Sometimes i forget that. I am incredibly imperfect and i have no way of changing that. I just have to learn to accept and be thankful for the times where things just work out. Anyways. Enough about that.

For my Family Science class with professor Ruth Abbey, we are all required to go to a counselor for at least 6 sessions, before thanksgiving. I think i have gone either 3 or 4 times now, and i do not like it one bit. partly because it is with a student who doesn't really know what she is doing, but also because i feel like its just bringing out all of my negative problems in life. We cant focus on the positive when I'm with her, just the stress of life and school and work. She told me last week this story about a girl who sent letters and she would always write, NPH if there was "No Problem Here" to show that no one had died or anything bad, just a letter to say hello. She said that she wrote on my folder, NPH. and that took about half an hour for her to tell me, which meant our session was half over. which was fine with me.

I'm at home right now, getting ready to eat dinner with people. last night was the Ireland reunion meeting here and it was great. SO MANY people came and it was crazzzy. after that i went to fay with Evan, Noah, Sarah, Matt and Maddison, and we saw "Quarantine". which freakkked me out.

anyways. so tonight I'm just hanging out. i may go get coffee with Sarah later, but idk. i really want to relax this weekend. last week was insanity. constantly. so i thank God for this day... and next week is Fall Break! woo hoo!


xoxo

heather